JACK DAVIS
Shirts Soaking at the Top of Pink Water And though we watched the dirt coil and turn into the drain, and though I never touched the parts of you still fearing touch — the crown of the head, the cave of the chest — and though we knew what we knew but never spoke a word of it, everything felt unclean. For weeks the pink film in the toilet grew, and the clay pots boiled over. In the carcass of a dead doe the dog lay, she takes the skull and offers it to the stalks of the garden. The shirts we draped over the iron gate reek because we hung them out to dry and didn’t check the weather — and now look at what we’ve done. One night it became too much, and we began. A jagged edge I used to cut mud from the teeth of your rubber black boots. The dress shirts soaked in lemon juice for days, flimsy bodies at the top of soap and water – still smelled of rot and warning. Broom, bucket, vacuum, mop. A noxious kind of blue. Even then. We gripped toothbrushes, scrubbed the gunk forming between the tiles. That moment. You looked up from your brush. Back bent over, eyes behind bangs. Through that curtain I could barely see the man but an angel who wouldn’t claim me. I couldn’t touch you for weeks.